Baby J is cooing and smiling now! He is sleeping more on our schedule and we are grateful! Super N has taken a liking to her little brother and he seems to be more engaged when she pats his head or sticks her face really close to his face. I think she'll have a ball when W goes to preschool just being the big sister for a change and showing little brother the ropes.
Wow as hard as it is now I'm really glad I had 3 babies. It feels like the perfect number for me-like a family. I don't have the feeling that I had with the other two. It was a feeling or a thought really that someone was missing. I don't feel like anyone is missing. We all are here now!